It's been 3 months++ since my last post. Wow, few years back there's not much different compare to my life now. Guess why? I am a mother now!
Let me tell u how it was happened (not the baby making process, of course! Haha) I mean how my life changed. So, here we go...
On 11 Dec'17 I was watching tv after having my breakfast around 9am. Suddenly , I feel like I wanna pee. So I went to the toilet. Then, I saw a medium sized bloodspot on my panties. I was like "Ya Allah, is today the day??" I'm kinda blur because my due supposed to be on 20 Dec'17. Plus, I didn't feel any pain.
So I called my husband & asked him what should I do (like a dumb a**) haha.. He asked me to call my parents & go to hospital ASAP while he preparing himself to off from work & go to the hospital to meet me there.
Then I called my mom to come to my house & I show her the bloodspot. She was very panic & chaos happened between my parents😂😂 (so kalut).. I told them I didn't feel any pain so just relax.
Luckily I have packed all my things in a bag as well as the baby preparation. So we just take those bags & straight away heading to Hospital Likas.
Once we arrived, we straight went to 2nd floor to the assessment room for registration & checking (around 11.40am). I was a bit shocked when I entered the Assessment Room as there was a lot of preggy mommies who also waiting for their turn to be checked. After waited for few hours, then I finally have been checked around 2.30pm. The doc said that my servix opening is just 1cm & I can go back home. They said it will take about 12hrs++ for the opening especially for the first baby. But then, after they scanned my womb, they found out that my water was not enough for the delivery so they changed their mind. They have decided to put me into ward & monitor my condition. They said if there's still no opening in the next morning, they will inject me the labor induce to avoid my baby from drawning inside (this is the part that scared me out).
But the problem is, there's no space in ward at that moment to put me there. So they asked me to wait in the Assessment Room while waiting for available bed in the ward. Since I feel no labor pain (just some small contraction pain like menstrual pain hehe) so I did not stay in the Assessment Room. I went outside to citcat with my family, & even went downstairs to canteen with my husband😂.
I went into ward around 6.15pm during visit hour. So my parents & husband went to accompany me to make me feel better (eventhough I said I didn't feel any pain).
When the visit hour ended at 7pm, I have decided to go outside the ward to continue citcat with my fmly, haha.
Around 8pm, I went back into the ward where suddenly I feel the contraction is getting stronger. So I asked the nurse to check my servix opening. They said need to wait the doc to check for me. But the problem is, doc visit the ward normally on 10pm. (sigh)
Around 9.23pm, the contraction pain is getting stronger & stronger. Then suddenly I saw this Indian doc passed by my bed so I directly asked him to check my opening. He said that normally the opening will be a bit slow because this is my first baby. There was a small argument where I insist him to check my servix opening because the pain is getting stronger.
So finally he agreed to check me. Then the results has shocked him, because my servix has opened around 7-8cm! The he straight away asked the nurses to send me to labor room ASAP. (morale of the story, follow ur instinct, sometimes it will saved ur life & ur baby)
I went into labor room around 10.15pm. After struggling with my life, I lost in the battle & they decided to do the Caesarean delivery due to my baby heartrate dropped every time I tried to push.
On 12.10am 12Dec'17, my baby girl was born with a very tiny cute lil eyes & we named her Noor Bella Rizqiana binti Faizal. She's my world now. My wish for her to be a good muslimah, even better than me & do her best in anything in her life. Love u Bella. Inshaa Allah, Amin..
Welcome to the world, Bella.
